Conniving
Manipulative bastard
Lying deceitful excuse for a human being
You have added to the rotting of my soul
You have put more scars in my heart
Twisted my mentality like a rag being wrung out
You abandoned this monster you created
I will hate you forever
You fucking leach
I hate you
You fucking bastard
I did nothing to deserve this
I was a fucking kid
In the middle of the spring of my life
You turned it into HELL
I HATE you
I wish I had never though of you as my father
Look at what I have become because of you
I am a fucking MONSTER
No one can ever love me
I can trust no one
My tears burning my face
My ears feel like they are on fire
You turned me into this horrible dark twisted thing
No one can save me from it
What did I do to deserve this life
What did I do to be abused
To have the things you did to me
What did I DO
I can never forget everything you did to me
I can not change the damage done
I will NEVER forget what has happened
I wish the you could FUCKING feel what I feel
What I fucking felt
I want to slit your throat
So that maybe you can
GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE!