ifuckinghateyou.com - your enemy's enemy is your friend.

posted June 13, 2008 4:26 AM PDT

I grew up a lot. I changed physically. I changed my mentality. I met a lot of cool people and i met a lot of fucked up people that fucked me up along the way but even then, i never regretted anything. I learned how to pick my battles. I still don't know how to pick my battles so i refrain from waging war. i keep to myself. i don't bother giving them a piece of my mind because most times that's not what they need. most times they need a shoulder to cry on or a nose to punch. If it made you feel better, i'd let yo punch me square in the face. Take your aggression out on me so you can love the next person you see. I'll be your punching bag, world. I'm not looking out for number one. I'm looking out for you, kid. I never had anybody. i needed somebody but i was too proud to ask. it killed me. i'll never ask for help. i'll never admit when i'm wrong. i'll find away around it. i'll worry 'till the end of the world. i know i'm wrong. i'm wrong in every way. I'm not a leader. i'm not an idol. i'll give you all my heart if you ask for it. if you need it, i'll give all i have. i came into this world with nothing , i can start over. i can rebuild. i have the will. i won't resent you if you leave. you'll be okay. the world is big. the answers are not always out there. sometimes they are in here. sometimes there is no answer and that is the greatest feeling, knowing that it is okay not to know. you don't have to know. don't ever feel like you have to know. my mother gave me these hips that i can't always find the right jeans for. the kind of hips that made me a woman when i was just a girl. my boyfriend he loved them. my girlfriend she envied them. the world told me they were wrong. i am wrong in every way.

last updated June 13, 2008 4:27 AM PDT